this new thing.
where don't talk shit about people,
unless they know i don't like them.
where i treat everyone as an equal,
besides my best friend and boyfriend.
they will always get treated better.
im saying sorry to anyone i have hurt,
or caused problems with.
i have done some stupid things in my life.
and im trying to fix those too.
im trying to be strong.
but i don't know how long,
and how much i can take.
i love jereme so much.
he is always there for me when i have no one else.
and mir is the same.
i love them to more than anything on the face of this earth.
but im going to bed.
goodnight.

i really hate everyone at this point.
people talk so much shit,
then cant back it up,
like dumb asses they really are.

people make fake myspaces about me.
like it hurts me or something.
fuck no!
it makes me laugh,
people wasting their time trying to hurt me,
its not working.


fuck everyone.
besides jereme and miranda.
the only two people i will EVER need.

wow.
my life has been fucked up for a while.
nothing seems to be going right.
jereme and i are having some rough times,
but i have a feeling they will get better.
they kind of have been.
i have had alot of mixed emotions lately.
one of my "best friend's" fucked me over.
liking my boyfriend behind my back.
fuck her.
im just content at this moment.

i kind of figured out how to use this.
ill post an entry later.