urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baileydean baileydean baileydean 2007-07-25T09:26:24Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baileydean:1772 2007-07-25T09:26:24Z 2007-07-25T09:26:24Z augustana this new thing.<br />where don't talk shit about people, <br />unless they know i don't like them.<br />where i treat everyone as an equal, <br />besides my best friend and boyfriend.<br />they will always get treated better.<br />im saying sorry to anyone i have hurt, <br />or caused problems with.<br />i have done some stupid things in my life.<br />and im trying to fix those too.<br />im trying to be strong.<br />but i don't know how long, <br />and how much i can take.<br />i love jereme so much.<br />he is always there for me when i have no one else.<br />and mir is the same.<br />i love them to more than anything on the face of this earth.<br />but im going to bed.<br />goodnight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baileydean:1461 2007-07-24T07:04:04Z 2007-07-24T07:04:04Z brand new <i><font size="1">has been an adventure so far.<br />so much stuff.<br />im sick from it all.<br />im so exausted.<br />zeke's sister just got shot to death, <br />and im here for him.<br />and so much things latley have came to me all at once.<br />and i can't bare it.<br />everything is fucked up.<br />EVERYTHING.<br /><br />im done smoking weed, <br />im done being a hippie, <br />im done fucking up my life and body.<br /><br />if i have ever done anything to hurt you, <br />im sorry.<br />please forgive me.<br />im a cunt.<br />i have always been one.<br /><br />deciding to go SXE again, <br />im thinking about it.<br />i FUCKED up big time.<br />reallllllly bad.<br />i know the SXE kids will never take me seriously again.<br />but this is a promise to myself.<br /><br />goodnight every one.</font></i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baileydean:1145 2007-07-23T08:44:35Z 2007-07-23T08:45:56Z broken social scene i really hate everyone at this point.<br />people talk so much shit, <br />then cant back it up, <br />like dumb asses they really are.<br /><br />people make fake myspaces about me.<br />like it hurts me or something.<br />fuck no!<br />it makes me laugh, <br />people wasting their time trying to hurt me, <br />its not working.<br /><br /><br />fuck everyone.<br />besides jereme and miranda.<br />the only two people i will EVER need. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baileydean:938 2007-07-23T06:52:55Z 2007-07-23T06:52:55Z wow.<br />my life has been fucked up for a while.<br />nothing seems to be going right.<br />jereme and i are having some rough times, <br />but i have a feeling they will get better.<br />they kind of have been.<br />i have had alot of mixed emotions lately.<br />one of my "best friend's" fucked me over.<br />liking my boyfriend behind my back.<br />fuck her.<br />im just content at this moment. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baileydean:617 2007-07-23T06:29:26Z 2007-07-23T06:29:26Z i kind of figured out how to use this.<br />ill post an entry later.